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I’ve cried every single day since last Monday. Every day. Yes, I am an emotional human being but I don’t think there’s ever been a time where I cried every single day. It’s like I’m trying to release all of the hurt and pain out of my body. It never stops though. I think about you all the time when I’m in school. It’s been rainy the past few days and in my last class I sit near the window so most of the time I just stare. I wonder what it would be like to sit on the edge with the window open and look down—contemplating jumping and laughing at the thought. There are times where all of us want to be birds and fly away. These feelings come and go through me every so often. I’d fly to you, you know? I’d watch over you. Even if I couldn’t be a bird, I’d walk to you, drive to you, fly on a plane to you. It’s always, always going to be you. I’ll always be the girl that waits. I’m constantly waiting. And I’m not known to have patience. But I’m patient for you. You said it yourself. Just don’t forget every word you’ve written and said to me. It means more to me than you think.

I’ve based my whole life off of words and feelings. Yours have the greatest impact on me, believe it or not.